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Three World War II stories from our grandmother, who was a little girl in Manila when it was destroyed and liberated.

When people live in peace for a few generations, we forget that horrible, large-scale events are still possible. In the first week of 2020, coming home from La Union, we found our phones bursting with bad news. #WorldWar3 was trending on Twitter. Australian bushfires were raging. Days later, I gazed in wonder at the ash that was falling, slow and thick, on the city: Taal Volcano was erupting.

We closed all our windows and bought masks — the first masks of the year. A few days later, when my father called to tell me about rumors of a mysterious super-virus in China, I laughed it off as fake news.

But by summer 2020, I was no longer laughing, except in rueful disbelief and dark amusement. Now, in the summer of 2021, amidst a global surge of the virus, I find myself extending too many condolences. Instead of profile pictures of people’s summer vacations, there are images of candles in the darkness, and squares of black, black, black.

This high tide of heartbreak reminds me of war. Which is, of course, a living reality in many places. But to the average metropolitan Filipino in Metro Manila, urban conflict is a distant and mythical thing. To quote the Viva Hotbabes and schoolchildren everywhere: “Noong unang panahon, panahon pa ng Hapon…” (“Long ago, in the time of the Japanese…”)

The liberation of Manila seen from the bay (c. February 1945) – Memories of Old Palanyag Facebook Page

We’ve left those troubles far, far behind. The last time our city fell was almost eight decades ago. From where I stand, at least, it’s hard to imagine it happening again. But World War II has not yet passed from living memory.

Manila, 1945

Born in Tondo in 1939, my husband’s grandmother Lola Betty was five years old during the Battle of Manila. When she was a baby, her mother put up a stall in the seaside market town of Baclaran, where they would eventually settle for good after the war.

But in the early 1940s, as the U.S. began its campaigns to wrest the Philippines from Japanese occupation, it became dangerous to remain too near to the bay. (There was no reclamation area yet. Many malls, hotels, and casinos now stand on what once was open water.)

So Lola Betty’s family moved a little farther inland — but not so far as to affect their livelihood. During the liberation of Manila, they lived on Conchu Street, near St. Scholastica’s College and today’s College of St. Benilde.

Our three stories are snapshots of that place and time: Manila, 1945, when it was one of the most devastated cities in the second World War. I’ll let the storyteller take over from here.

The Parachute

I saw it with my own eyes: the American soldier drifting in the wind, attached to a parachute.

Perhaps his plane had blown up. His enemies were simply waiting for him below. We watched as he floated low over our houses. People began to shout: “Jump! Let go! Jump now!

If he fell here, he would be injured, but safe.

The American soldier just waved back. Did he know he was doomed and was he saying goodbye? Or was he telling us not to worry, because he still had hope? Because, we realized, he was trying to land in the sea.

Later, we heard that he hadn’t made it past Manila Bay. Japanese soldiers stationed near the water bayoneted him when he landed.

Liberated American internees in the University of Sto. Tomas campus, Manila (1945) – Presidential Museum and Library PH, Flickr

The Gasoline Station Ghost and Harada’s Son

Do you know the gas station just a few blocks away from our house in Baclaran? That’s where the townspeople tied a Japanese soldier to a post. This was when the war had just ended.

I was walking around with my baby brother when we saw him. When men passed, they would punch him in the gut or in the balls. When women passed, they would take off their slippers and beat him.

Standing nearby, but not too nearby, I began to cry.

“Why are you crying, little girl?” a man asked.

“Because they’re killing him!” I answered.

This reminds me of an acquaintance we had whose surname was Harada. His father was a Japanese soldier who had also been captured by townspeople and tied to a tree infested with fire ants. The young teenager stood by and wept as his father was devoured by gigantic ants and beaten by passersby.

Again and again, his father told him to go home, to hide, to pretend they were strangers. The man was obviously afraid that his son would be harmed, too. But the son kept watch until his father died. When it was over, the boy Harada dug his father’s grave.

The Japanese soldier in our town, the one I saw tied to a post, died before the Americans arrived to scour the area. Had he lived, the Americans would have taken him as a prisoner of war — that is, if he would have let himself be taken. Many of his comrades had fled to the tunnels of Intramuros and bombed themselves in ritual suicide rather than face capture.

His face had been blank and expressionless as passersby beat him and left him to slowly starve and weaken and die. I hadn’t seen the worst of the war, and maybe that’s why I couldn’t understand the hatred. But wasn’t he a person, too? That’s why I cried when I saw him. I still think it was wrong.

Japanese POWs in Manila (February 1945) – From the Collection of the National WWII Museum


For very small children like me and my toddler brother, the war was not too frightening. The grownups fed and protected us. We only had to hide quietly when we were told.

The adults dealt with the harsher logistics. One of our uncles was a freelance auto mechanic, so we got a little insider information from his Japanese customers — little whispers, like where major attacks would happen, where bombs were meant to fall. That was how we knew when to move away from Baclaran.

The value of money fell and people desperately hauled entire sacks of bills to the market. My mother had wisely saved a few MacArthur-endorsed “Victory” dollars, counting on their future value. Soon, however, we had to loot.

As the city around us fell, some people couldn’t resist hauling expensive appliances and furniture back home. But my family knew that nothing was more important than food at the time, so they looted wisely.

Stepping over the bloody bodies of priests and nuns in the ravaged convents, my uncles and older sister found high-quality imported canned goods. We also accumulated enough sacks of rice to last us a long time.

Woman and child waiting for rescue in Paco, Manila (February, 1945) – John Tewell, Flickr

My uncles modified a unique, heavy-duty kariton (a wooden pushcart) with wheels from an Army jeep. Its bottom was padded with our sacks of rice, and it took three adults to push. My mother’s jewelry was hidden at home, in pillowcases.

“The pillowcases!” our mother had screamed to our older sister one evening. It was the night our street was set on fire. We had been preparing for dinner and bed when a neighbor came screeching down the street.

“Fire! The Japanese!” she shouted. “Everyone get out!”

The woman was a Japanese soldier’s girlfriend. The war was ending and the Japanese were losing: They were now setting fire to the suburbs. Thanks to the warning, when three soldiers marched into the neighborhood, throwing Molotov cocktails into windows, there was nobody home. Actually, they probably knew they were setting fire to empty houses.

Citizens run for safety from suburbs burned by Japanese soldiers (February 10, 1945) – Presidential Museum and Library PH, Flickr. Honestly, I wouldn’t be surprised if this was taken at the exact same time and place Lola Betty was talking about.

My little brother and I were placed into the kariton. Everyone fled westward into uninhabited meadows, closer to where the houses and buildings of Makati and Mandaluyong now stand.

We camped there for days. We had so much rice stored up, we could share some with our neighbors. There was a little stream running nearby which served as our water source.

Children bathing in the ruins (1945) – John Tewell, Flickr

One morning, a few playmates and I explored the mudbanks, looking for things to eat. To our surprise, parts of the stream had just run dry, and there were clumps of big fish gasping and flopping in the earth. We returned to the adults victorious, covered in mud, but with an abundance of food.

Family sheltering in the ruins of their home, Pasay, Metro Manila (Feb. 13, 1945) – John Tewell, Flickr

Soon, however, it was whispered that soldiers were headed our way. Friends or enemies, we had no way of knowing. The townspeople accepted that this was the end of our escape.

All the men and all the women prepared their weapons. They sharpened bolos, kitchen knives, and wooden stakes. They decided that they were ready to die, but not without a last stand.

As the older people armed themselves, they placed the small children in a little trench. For added protection, our handy kariton was placed over our heads. To our mother’s frustration, my little brother and I kept looking out to see what was happening.

For we felt the tremors in the ground. There was a tramp of feet coming our way.

Armed with deadly lances of wood and blades of steel, the people marched forward to meet the enemy. But no enemy came to meet them.

They were American soldiers who simply chanced upon us in the course of their final struggles against the Japanese. They voiced a hard-to-believe rumor: that we were safe. The war was over.

In the general rejoicing, single ladies forgot all their modesty, flung themselves at the troops, and greeted them with kisses. Imagine! They didn’t even know those men.

Liberation (March 1945) – Presidential Museum and Library PH, Flickr

The townspeople shook with joy and relief. I was only five years old, but I remember how it felt. I understood the moment enough to weep with joy. If you had been there, you’d feel the same way. If you had seen it, you’d cry too.

I see the world gradually being turned into a wilderness. I hear the ever-approaching thunder, which will destroy us too. I can feel the sufferings of millions and yet, if I look up into the heavens, I think that it will all come right.

Anne Frank, The Diary of a Young Girl

The battle for Manila’s liberation took place between early February and early March, 1945. In the face of defeat, the Japanese committed their worst inhumanities at this time. U.S. forces, hyper-focused on victory, flattened many of the oldest, most beautiful buildings in the city.

Intramuros in ruins (1945) – Presidential Museum and Library PH, Flickr

By the time our grandparents were teenagers, they were going to the movies and sending each other American-style Valentine’s Day cards. Humanity’s resilience is not so surprising: we’ve been waging war for thousands upon thousands of years. You could say we’re used to it. But these stories are a reminder for me to enjoy each peaceful moment, because truly, you never know when it’s time to march to that dreaded beat again.

There are certain memories we should make special efforts to preserve. Our ancestors are slowly fading away. More enlightening than photos and videos are the first-hand stories we must claim as our inheritance, while we can.

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